Sunday, April 06, 2008
Im so sick.
Bleh.. Nowadays weather so hot.. So many things happen to me.. Right now i feel so sick.. Feel like wanna puke,body temperature is so burning hot.. The only thing in my mind now is you.. I was sleeping just now and i dreamt about my death.. My life regrets and happiness.. Everything.. Then i dreamt about you.. Your the last person who i wanted to see before i died but you were not there..Then i just past away.. Everything is gone.. The only thing i see was just light..
I feel so lonely,nobody was there for me.. I curled up and just faded away.. Then,everything is history.. The final words i wanna say is I love you and all my wrong doings that i have done to let you down was regretted..
Im just typing all these to express what im going through now.. I got this feeling that something may happen soon.. What is it? I don't know and I hope it will not get the better of me..
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Anger and Hatred are getting over me.. All those things that i see,i get angry and hated it for no reason.. Slitted my wrist to release my pain in my heart.. All those things which are stacking over me..All that weight..All that pressure.. It may just fall on me and squash you flat down to the ground.. What's left was nothing.. The more lines i slit on my wrist,the more pressure it gets over me.. My definition of death is like this.. I will get stacked over and squashed down to the ground and just fade away.. No one knows how I died except God.
Kelvin Ashley Augustus (The Panda) posted at 4:46 PM.
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