Wednesday, June 25, 2008
'Short' Random Post.
Right,I'll post a 'short' and random post...Hmmm,today isn't a great day for me. I went back to my emo self again. Urgh. I really miss you so much. If you detest me,tell me and I'll go away. I'm also a human and I understand the meaning of GO AWAY.
My God sis said that I might be suffering from depression. I have no idea. I may look happy and cheeky on the outside. But inside of me,I'm a messed up person. To me,I have this feeling of the WHOLE WORLD is against me. I know I'm not perfect but it's the FACT. I may not be good looking or rich,but I have a good heart and soul.
Well,in school I'm not my usual self. I just act the way I'm not supposed to be to cover up what is really in me. Yeah,to everyone it's bullcrap or lies but it is what reality is.
Stress levels of my GCE 'N' Levels,my maple private server maintenance and tuition is killing me. Every moment of it makes me insane in me.
I do not have the rights to console people as I myself is getting out of control. I told my friend that 'Time will heal' but I myself could not even apply it to myself. I'm such a useless and pathetic person. DAMN IT!
I'm changing the way I speak and the way I react to situations for the better but till now no avail. Why? Coz time hasn't riped yet. Blah blah blah. Shit talks.
Anyways,this is just for now. I hope tomorrow would be a BETTER day.
Good night.
Panda™
Kelvin Ashley Augustus (The Panda) posted at 9:58 PM.
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